Have you ever had that feeling in you life where something happens & it can either go downhill or it can completely make you a much better & stronger person? Well, 2010 was my epic wake up call. Whenever something in my life happens, I turn to music & soul search for that perfect song to fit my mood... my song for this blog... Steer by Missy Higgins.

I'm a strong believer that you can control your destiny (or at least control your life.) This song & numerous other events in my life has allowed me to start of fresh this year with a new slate. I know some people feel like they maybe stuck in a rut, or stuck in the same routine, because I certainly do get that feeling once in a while (my schedule mostly consists of classes, work, classes, work... I never seem to get time to myself & when I do, I'm taking care of other peoples stuff & not my own). So, if you are in the same position as me, here's a bit of advice... or what I'm at least trying.

Steer your own life, even if you still live with the parentals. I know, their house, their rules, but someone or anyone won't treat you as an adult until you stick up for yourself & be assertive. Remember, any promises you make, do them because "actions speak louder than words."

Speaking of actions, if you want something, or have something to say, say it. If you say you're going to try & be better at something, do it, because it's not going to magically appear at your front door. Whenever I find myself in a conflict, I always fully think out the situation: plan out the good/bad & when seeking advice, seek it as a 3rd opinion, never as your only option; your inner instinct is usually the right one.

Happy Monday loves!

New Beginnings: The Bitch is back in 2011

Well hello 2011! I have to say, the new year sneaked up on me really fast & 2010 was a drama filled year. I'm sure all of you have made new year resolutions, but I don't necessarily have resolutions rather "improvements" that I make in my life. Call 'em what you want but here's mine.

1. Lessen the stressin'
Oh boy, this will be a challenge for me. Being a full time student, high school tutor, & professional napper can be tough work... on my brain! But must I also add that now I'm officially adding prospective medical student?

2. Kristin Lynn M.D.
It has a nice tone to it, don't cha think? Haha. So this year, I'll be working my lil booty off & making sure I get nothing less than a B from now on, which probably means I actually have to read the book material now :/ All those science classes & looking at MCAT examples will probably put a tire on my brain.

3. The "B" Word
The word bitch always comes with that negative connotation. Honestly, I don't see it as a bad word at all, but I think we often go over boundaries of being a "bitch." The bitch is the drama starter, the crazy person, the outlandish one. Now I'm not saying I don't want to be a drama starter, but the way that I see it, is that bitches don't take crap from anyone (if you know me, I already live by this), she's the confident one, & isn't afraid to speak up but I feel like last year people took advantage of my nice side, or just walked all over me. Well, the bitch is back & I'm not taking any prisoners this year.

4. Love... is lame, period.
Come on, seriously. Although, I do have to applaud those in relationships. Just personally, in my situation, the world feels like a world full of assholes. The ones that seem nice either back stab you, hurt you or break your heart or the good ones (& I've probably only met 1 good bf in my life) is off pursuing their own career, which is what I'm doing. So, I'm going to be selfish for the next couple of years & say hey, I might love you, but I love myself first, we have the rest of our lives to worry about a significant other.

4. Zen'ness'
I promised myself I'd do some form of real exercise once a week. I used to run 2-3 miles every Saturday, but I just got lazy along the year. Bubble baths are a must every once a week :)

Hope you guys had a fab new years! See you all when I get back!