A Visit From The Past- The Ex Factor

SO, these past couple of days, I've dealt with one thing most people try to avoid- the ex's. But you see, my "love life" isn't your typical love life, therefore I feel sorta allowed to revisit old flings. 

Question is, can we move on?

I think a lot of people ask themselves this, & it's a simple question. I've assumed I've moved on, but technically when you move on, don't NEWER love interests start to unveil? Where's mine? Sure there's prospects, the good looking men of our world, the crushes, the flings, the one date casual dating, but is that it? Do I really need to be in my mid-late 20s & fit into the cliche movie stereotype to find at least one person that will understand me?

Or maybe the universe knows much more than I do, & can tell people like me aren't stable to have an actual relationship, sad, yes... helpful idk...

The other day, I found myself listening to the songs of my life- Volume II- I then stumbled onto one of those EXBOY songs.

*exboy- where a songs been distinctly dedicated to a certain ONE

btw it was Melt With You- Modern English... & found myself stuffing myself with Bon Bons & laying in my bed (ok, the bon bons are a lie, that pictured moment always seems to happen in those sad romance films where they're either drunk off with wine, or pouring out tears, note i was just listening & thinking, haha) & this guy came up, & as more of the songs of my life that were shared with him came up, I began to miss what was there, or perhaps "it" never left.

Ironically the same song came up, as I was having sushi with an old friend, my other ex bf.

But for those who have dated, you understand. When the breakup happens, no matter who broke up with who, you wonder..... what would've happened if I stayed with that person? what if she/he never left?

I've asked myself that for that certain one, the break up was mutual, but if I was with him, would've it worked? or would've it been the biggest mistake of my life?

Would you move with the person you cared for, but didn't love just yet?

Life & the many changes

Hello, I'm Cathy one of Kristin's good friend. I will write about my "new" life here in Northridge..

So, for the past two months since I started college, my life has drastically changed in many ways. After living a few weeks in a new city(ahem..Northridge), I realized that this place and college is just not right for me. Reasons? The profs aren't good at teaching (even if they have a PH.D in english), limited resources, budget cuts, limited classes to choose from, students are not as friendly, too far away from home. I'm not complaining, its just the TRUTH. :] In two years, I will hope to transfer to CSU Long Beach, if not then..SFSU would be the second choice. I have also discover a new passion during my stay at Northridge, my current major is Graphic Design...but I will realize that is not what I am passionate about. I will be changing my major to Appareal Design & Merchandising in spring semester '11. I do not find graphic design intriguing anymore..but FASHION is my new obession..I'm always curious how people make clothes, handbags, hats, etc. If I have my own clothing line one day, that would be a dream come true!! :) check out my blog for the latest fashion designs! http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fitsmecathy09.wordpress.com%2F&h=41ede25495742b6109cd90bb64282829
I will be posting more fashion designs when I have time.

That's all for today!
xoxo Cathy :)

Something New

So I've decided to have guest bloggers on my site, but it will still be named as "itskristinlynn." I kind of wanted to extend out my blog a bit more (& it also has to do with the fact I don't really write as much, yes I know sad) Anyways all my readers out there, I just wanted to keep you informed :)

Lost in Translation

For the past oh months.... (I'm being very "light" on my timing) I've probably had the least amount of action in my love life, & for those who have followed along with a certain "man" I'm fearing my subconscious is still holding the torch.

Do I really need to get out of this city & find myself a single man or will this end very soon? I'm thinking I'm a bit lost in translation with myself.

How can something so wrong, feel so right?